Hello, my name is Ernest Alan Grawcock. I was born in Goshen Indiana. I am a father of three wonderful children and a husband of more than 21 years. I was disabled a few years ago in a car accident,and am struggling to find my way. I feel as if I have to look up just to get a glimps of rock bottom. A few months back I was offered a chance of membership to the inner circle. At that time I did not have the means to pay the required fund.Today however, my situation has become more stable and am asking if you would reconsider me as inner circle material. I desperately need a sense of inner peace in my life, and know in my heart that inner peace is what I would find as a member of your group. I will be eagerly awaiting your response.